Post by CAROLINE FORBES on Jul 1, 2011 16:46:16 GMT -5
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» gender[/font][/size][/b] female.
» sexuality[/font][/size][/b] heterosexual.
» age[/font][/size][/b] seventeen.
» birthday[/font][/size][/b] august 8th, 1993.
» membergroup[/font][/size][/b] vampire.
» powers & abilities[/font][/size][/b] super speed/strength, mind compulsion.
» year[/font][/size][/b] senior year.
» job[/font][/size][/b] unemployed.
» playby[/font][/size][/b] candice accola.
» hair[/font][/size] [/b] naturally blonde, and curly. she doesn't dye her hair, but from time to time she'll straighten it so she can be caught with different styles at any time.
» eyes[/font][/size][/b] just blue. no mixture of green or grey included, like most blue eyes have.
» overall description[/font][/size][/b] caroline can be called a lot of things by looking at her. some of them can be considered good and some bad, but she had pretty much heard it all. there's the barbie comments, which is obvious because of her blonde hair, mostly and as annoying as the name is, she can see why. her hair is naturally blonde, she doesn't need to dye it and naturally curly. it isn't hard to mantain and she absolutely loves it. her body is slim as she was always making sure she was fit when she had been a human, cheerleading and doing some exercising practically everyday. now, as a vampire, her body will remain the same but she still does some exercises, it's just a habit. lately, she's been keeping her hair curly, and make up something more natural. maybe it's just her with whatever her mood has been since she had been turned into a vampire. ss for her outfits? well, it's rare to see caroline in something twice, she's constantly shopping and trying her best to mix and match every item she has before repeating an outfit.
» overall personality [/font][/size][/b] "you have got to be kidding me. talk about myself, for real? ugh.
what is there to tell, really? this is such a stupid question, i don't even know where to begin. i mean, how well do you expect a person to talk about themselves like that? okay, well, lemme think.
people have always considered me to be a bitch, straight forward. i mean, it's not like that was my goal or anything but apparently that's the vibe i give off and after awhile, i had grown to accept that. you can say i do play it out a little. why not? if people are gonna go around saying that kind of stuff about you, you might as well live up to it because nothing you ever do is gonna make the rumors, or whatever, go away. but.. of course, those people who think that kind of stuff about me are the same people who don't really know me and it gets so annoying.
i'm not really a bitch, i swear. i consider myself to be a great person. maybe be a bit cocky but hey, it's better than thinking horribly of yourself. i try my best to be a good friend to my friends, although lately it's been hard to do so. bonnie totally hates me and elena, well, i'm not nearly as good of a friend as i should be for her right now. reasons that i, uh.. won't be mentioning. anyways! i try my best to be a good person, i listen, try to give advice, that kind of stuff, but.. i can't help it if my attention starts to focus more on, well, me.
i hate to admit it, but i'm jealous, self-centered, just.. an awful person. it doesn't make things any better that i'm now a vampire, some crazy thing that wants blood all the time and apparently who's feelings are magnified after becoming this. so, the jealousy, self-centered-ness, bitchiness, whatever.. yeah, that's gotten a whole lot worse and i'm really starting to get annoyed with myself. life's a bitch, right?"
» mother[/font][/size][/b] elizabeth forbes.
» father[/font][/size][/b] ian forbes.
» siblings[/font][/size][/b]
» other[/font][/size][/b]
» significant other[/font][/size][/b] single.
» history[/font][/size][/b] july 1st.
Is it weird that only now I'm starting to think back on my life? Only now, after I've been turned into this.. vampire (thanks a lot, Katherine) am I thinking back on what I had, having no idea that I was taking certain things for granted. I had no idea I would end up being dead at only seventeen years old. Ugh, this sucks. I haven't touched this diary in, like, forever. Okay, now that I've checked, it's been about a year and a half since I last wrote in here but right now I just need a comforting.. thing, even if you can't comfort me back. Oh great, I'm actually referring to this diary as if it's a living thing. You're going crazy, Caroline. Maybe it's all the vampire stuff in you now. Anyways, where to start?
I had loved being an only child for such a long time. It's hard to remember back in those days, when I was really young, but that was the one thing I'll always remember. I was so spoiled and I'd always get the best clothes, toys, everything. It was awesome, being the sheriff's daughter, but the one thing I had constantly wanted, my mom was never able to give me. All I ever wanted was my mother, someone to spend time with, seeing as my dad was gone before I could even remember him. Dead beat dads are just the best, aren't they? Even if he had stuck around, I doubt I would have gotten a better parent out of him than I did out of my mom. Guess I got the crappy parent card in exchange for the awesome, spoiled card. Of course, I'm selfish and want both of them but apparently I'm not allowed to have my cake and eat it... Which is stupid. What else are you going to do with a cake, other than eat it? What a stupid expression.
Anyways. I met Elena and Bonnie when we were young, back in elementary and I love them both to death. I doubt they feel the same way about me right now, but it's not like I can force them to. I mean, I have the power to, but it wouldn't work on either of them, thanks to Elena having that vervain and Bonnie being a witch, or whatever. It was never all bad, we were three best friends, pretty much always seen with each other. Sometimes I definitely enjoyed the question of where the other two were if I were by myself. After not really having a mom, it was good to have friends that stuck by me no matter what. Sucks that things aren't like that anymore and I'm pretty sure that they won't be any better.
High school was nice, always the same up until this year. I had a lot of attention from people in the school, I was still best friends with Bonnie and Elena, and then the Salvatores had to come back. It's all their faults, if they had never come back, none of this wouldn't have happened and I wouldn't be stuck being a stupid vampire! It's not fair. Stefan has no idea how hard this is, he's been doing it for however many years he's been doing this, he's gotta be a pro by now. I'm just starting out. Ugh, this whole entry was stupid, just a bad idea. Why re-live old, good memories when I'm stuck in a crappy life right now?
Things since I was turned into a vampire have been pretty eventful, I've never even knew that this town was so full of.. well, stupid supernatural crap. Damon can be a handful but I'm sure he thinks that of me. There were werewolves, too.
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